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The First Time

So last week I went to yogyakarta with my friend, Putri. No one knew I went to Jogja except Putri because she with me HAHA! There was an education expo from UGM so everyone would go there have to give detail explanation about with whom, where, and blablabla it would be so complicated. And besides at first I wasn't really sure wanna go or not because someone asked me to go but he wasn't really sure too (the permission was really difficult -_-) and I didn't want my friends know that he asked me to go to Jogja, soo.... I just kept silent hehehe.
So I went there on Friday evening by my friend's car not with him cause he said that he can't go because his teacher wouldn't let him so yeah (little bit sad actually). We didn't on time, so we arrived in Jogja at 11.30 pm and straight to the hotel. The hotel is quiet nice, the bedroom also not really small. The next day, in the morning I really wanted to eat steak but the restaurant hadn't opened yet so I and Putri…

My Angels

When you have bestfriend, you own the world!!
This is just another part of my happiness. But I'm so blessing cause God send these people to cheer me up during my tough day! love you guys.
Btw, there is no birthday boy in these picts cause he was sick, so he went earlier than us haha

Little bit unlucky

So today I accompanied my friend, Bocil, to met with her bae. As usual, when my friends have a date with their bf, I became "nyamuk" . I don't mind actually, I would happy to do that, I dunno why haha.

This is the first time Bocil met with her bae (caca), because they've just known each other for a month, I think. At first, Bocil had promise me this weekend to hang out together, just two of us, and I asked her to watch movie but she didn't want to -_-. But 2 days later, she told me that her bae asked her to go to cinema (it's okay, i'm fine) and she said YES(wtf man -.-) so I told her I wanted to join them haha and they said it was okay. So . . . . . Their first date accompanied by ME bahahahah (sorry for ruined your first date guys, but I really wanna watch some movies hehe) and I also promise not to disturb them, I would sit peacefully (reality : not at all) hehehe.
They met in CL but we wanted to watch movie at E-Plaza, CL and E-P is very close so we …

Red Is Just So Sexy

So, in the last week of september,  I was doing my photoshoot for my yearbook! yeay! I was really happy cause the crew put me in group of stylish wear women.
Every team has different theme, and my theme is about fashion. My team chose red for our photoshoot.


I really in love with my dress, its colour is just so sexy and unique combination between skirt and jumpsuit.
Btw, this is my bocil that I told you before, and the one that took my picts hahaha

Actually I wanted to bring my purge, Hermes, but ....... I FORGOT huhuhuuhu


oh yeah, I have no photos during the photoshoot because the "mas-mas" can't give me my photo until my yearbook is finished. Can't wait for Graduation Day!! xoxo

Beloved Old Friend

Having bestfriends are a gift, no matter they are boys or girls. But if you are girl that has boy friend (or on the other hand), the closest one, you are very lucky. I suggest keeping it, don't ruin it or you'll regret forever.

Rainy day after school. I had to go to administration to ask for my rapor for university enrolment and after that I had to go to canteen to buy something. I, Bocil, and Angel were always laughing, the cetar laugh I mean. While we were walking, I saw someone, very familiar (bad eyes problem guys),  guess whoooo????  I saw my kiting-kiting. OMG!! Suddenly, I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I don't miss him just because I cannot move on from him, I miss him because we've never talked for 5 months. We used to be bestfriend, a best one maybe. Can you imagine? meet your ex (not boyfie ofc, bae hehe) in rainy day, such a romantic story hahahhaa, no I'm kidding. This moment makes me galau guys, really. I miss talked to him, hug and hang out. I've talked to you …

High School Squad

This is my senior year, it means this is my last year. (yeaayyy, finally I'll graduated soon from Azkaban😁 πŸ˜‹) But sometimes I feel so sad cause distance will separate me and my bestfriends, my whole squad hehe. Elderly said that high school is the best year in our life. I agree with them now even at first, I totally disagree with them, because I felt like my school is like a prison and furthermore, we can't keep in touch with boys!!! What a nightmare?? But my mindset has changed cause I think I don't need any boys right now cause I've already had my girlfriends by my side.
Well, I have squad ... my beloved squad, named "JM" consist of 10 people who cannot keep our mouth shut, so noisy guys, I swear, but they are the best!! They also like eating, that's why we have chemistry each other, cause all of us like eating. 
I love all of them, and I keep praying for them for our last year in high school. Amiin. See you on top my bitches!


I have many friends and bestfriends, one of my bestfriends turn out to be my special one. I have squad named "Manis Manja" and consist of 4 people, 2 girls and 2 boys. one of them told me first that he liked me. Ofc I'm so surprised cause I never think this gonna happen and when he said it, I don't have any feeling on him except love as bestfriend. I said to him that let it flow, cause when he said it, I've just broken up with my ex-boyfriend. He also said that no need to be in hurry, I can take my time to think. Well, after a month I think, I said to him that I liked him, too. Time flies so fast, and we haven't any relationship like dating, cause I don't want to. Sometimes he also asked me, what exactly our relationship is, and I've never changed my answer, FRIEND. Maybe my answer made him upset or hurting him, but I really don't want to have any relationship with boys again that time, I'm scared of being hurt again and again. 
Four months pas…

My First DBL

Omg guys, it has been so long since my last post hehe ... sorry okey, I'm little busy this week. so many quiz and homework.
My school join DBL!! I don't even know it actually if not my friends told me. So today, before the lunchtime, my teacher was in hurry and told that after school we can watch the match, my friends were screaming and laughing and running, lucky them didn't fall at the stair hehe. At first, I didn't really excited because I don't understand basketball. 
So when we already had had lunch, there was an announcement sounds like this "so all classes will end up at 7th hours and must ready at 2.40 ". This thing is really rare in my school. Seriously guys, this is the first time since I've been here for last 3 years. So I was so happy because we'll go dorm early muehehehe. Since girls are so sluggish for this thing such as changing clothes, make up (no need actually because the stadium is extremely hotttttt!) , and kind of like that. Bef…

Turkish - Indonesia

For Indonesiaan, you must have heard about this news, about Turkish government release something in their website that offend many schools that have relationship or cooperate with turkish organization. My school is one of the school that mention in their website. Actually I don't really care because my duties as student just studying and getting knowledge from my teacher but this news very disturbing my school situation even my friends have been talking about it. To be honest, I don't love my school very much, but when people say someting bad about it and it is not true, I am upset off course. What did you feel when other country try to close your school? and they didn't even say the truth. I don't defend my school or somebody, I am neutral. I am as student don't have business with their political or anything, my duty here just study and arrange my future as best as possible. Please, I just want to study to pay my parents so they not dissapointed and please don'…


I am studying at boarding school so.................... it makes me seperated so far away from my parents. It has been 2 weeks since I left my home after ramadhan and eid. I don't know why but this time feel so different. I'm in senior year now and it lasts for 10 months, can't wait to see my parents and siblings on my graduation day. buttt it still sooooooo longgg.


I am not myself without them. I am fractious girl that exist in this world. Even myself hate it. hehehehhe. Homesick feels so not good. You feel so hopeless, nothing you can do when you get this feeling. You won't concentrate studying, badmood mode on, so sensitive, emosional, all you wanna do just call your parents and crying cause hear their voice. Because I'm so closed with my parents so when they don't call me or give attention to me, it makes me so saaaaadddddddddd!!! My mom totally understand when I started crying because I asked her when she would visit me. B…


. . . . You know guys? Today I have math, physics, chemistry and biology subjects. 

Aren't they so wonderful?  #nowonderwhypeoplekilledthemshelves #noimkidding hehehhehhehhe

  Actually it isn't so bad, I can survive, tho. I am neither type of teeneger who dislike study very much nor like it very much. okay?? I'm in the middle, average people lah. Well, I'm in senior high school now and will graduate soon, InsyaAllah. This year will be more frustating I think, because this-last-two-semesters I will find university on my own and practice test and National Examination (UAN). I even can't imagine what will happen to me soon. 😫 😱   Well back to the topic hehe. actually guys, I really love calculation than theory ugghh... Like seriously guys, Who wants to spend their time remind all-of-those-things? Me? Thanks, I'd better work out with all those numbers than remind all of those words. So if yo…


Soooo....... where I have to start it...

well guys, I am new here and don't know where to start it. Now I'm trying to be blogger, anonymous actually hehe and I know my blogger's name sounds so cheesy, but I dont know what to name it. Any suggested? 😏

So because I am new here, I need so much advice from all of you guys! Thankyou. πŸ˜… πŸ˜†